I live in an eternal present filled with an everlasting good

I’m aggravated by feeling bottled up with stagnation. I’m not moving forward or so it seems. I need to paint a picture of how I would like to see my life.

I want love to surround and permeate my whole being. I want it permanently that way with no cares. The only emotions I want to feel are excitement, eagerness, happiness, buoyancy ... I want to wake up and say yes to life, to living, to coloring me and all I see as happy. To relinquish any thoughts of separation toward anything or anyone.

I want all to love me and I want to see the love in all.

I want to bathe in the glory of wonder, of how wonderful life is, people are.
　
I read this (I can't recall where) and want to put it here for future reference:

Yesterday is gone, tomorrow has not arrived, and I live in an eternal present filled with an everlasting good. There is nothing unhappy or morbid in my consciousness. I have no fear of yesterday, nor do I anticipate tomorrow with anything other than enthusiastic expectation. Everything good in my experience shall create my future. I have no fear in looking backward or forward, but realize the eternal day in which I now live. Today is big with hope fulfilled, with love and life well lived. Tomorrow will provide its own blessings.