Awww...I can totally see how this would speak to you. The line "am I desperately losing this fight when I should really be choosing my flight" really hit the nail on the head between the two sides of you who are battling emotions right now.
Allow yourself to feel what you are feeling, good and bad and then make yourself a promise that by a certain date you are going to change your mindset from victim to survivor. It will help to visualize that change and you will get there. I'm really proud of you too for sharing it and getting your emotions out. You are definately a strong woman even though you may not feel like it right now. You truly are beautiful Lita and I love you alot! Hang in there...bright days are ahead!
What a powerful and moving song. As a child of the folk era of the late 50's and through the sixties I have always loved songs that spoke to me. I think we always have demons in our lives. Some are self inflicted others are there not by our choice. Any dimension that they take in our lives leave us with choices, and the correct choices that we make in our lives are the ones that we need to make so that we can live our lives with inner peace. I have made some difficult choices in mine, but in the end, I know that I have done one noble thing that will be my legacy and all else is immaterial. The great thing is that I didn't even do it for me, but it defines my inner soul. It was a great song and I truly hope its words help you to find what it is that you are looking for. We all deserve at least that out of life.
Awww...I can totally see how this would speak to you.
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really hit the nail on the head between the two sides of you who are battling emotions right now.
Allow yourself to feel what you are feeling, good and bad and then make yourself a promise that by a certain date you are going to change your mindset from victim to survivor. It will help to visualize that change and you will get there. I'm really proud of you too for sharing it and getting your emotions out. You are definately a strong woman even though you may not feel like it right now. You truly are beautiful Lita and I love you alot!
Hang in there...bright days are ahead!
What a powerful and moving song. As a child of the folk era of the late 50's and through the sixties I have always loved songs that spoke to me. I think we always have demons in our lives. Some are self inflicted others are there not by our choice. Any dimension that they take in our lives leave us with choices, and the correct choices that we make in our lives are the ones that we need to make so that we can live our lives with inner peace. I have made some difficult choices in mine, but in the end, I know that I have done one noble thing that will be my legacy and all else is immaterial. The great thing is that I didn't even do it for me, but it defines my inner soul. It was a great song and I truly hope its words help you to find what it is that you are looking for. We all deserve at least that out of life.
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