Elfin Adventures
Monday, September 27, 2021
Sleep
Saturday, September 25, 2021
Today
Sunday, September 12, 2021
Journaling
Saturday, September 11, 2021
Brazen
Despite all attempts to focus primarily on creative endeavors or at least, more practical matters, I'm distracted. I know, no surprise ;) My body simply will not let me forget that before anything, I'm housed in the form of passion ... in the form of a woman ... and this form is screaming for the sensuous ... and I'm not talking chocolate. The energy from within, where creativity resides, is of a sexual / kundalini rising nature ... but since I'm in the midst of a dry spell, and since I've been reading this how-to book on journaling where sex is discussed liberally, my "creative" energy wants to hone in on ... well, unspeakable acts of desperate passion ... and not so much on more practical matters, lol ;P
There, I said it ... or um wrote it. But I am not by any means done. Tomorrow is a new day in which I may feel differently, of which my cravings may subside or dissipate ... but in the here and now, I share of today's truths.
The how-to book I'm referencing is entitled Notes to Self, and there's an "Express Yourself Explicitly" section that states:
Knowing yourself sexually isn't as simple as knowing what your pleasure points are. It's important to take note of your emotional expectations and reactions and to be aware of your sexuality when you're not having sex. It is with us at all times. Writing about sex is undeniably awkward at first, but so is having sex. You'll get used to it and will hopefully come to enjoy the process. If the sex is good, I very much enjoy having it twice - in person and on paper. And if it's lackluster, then writing can be an important tool in figuring out exactly what went wrong and how it can be improved upon.I must say, I was surprisingly taken aback with just how explicit she was when she shared of some her exploits. She goes on to say that nothing she wrote felt wrong to her and therefore it wasn't.
She also goes on to say, if anything, do not lie in your journal - To thine Self Be True.
Well, there's something to be said about writing privately, but after reading diaries that have gone public (aside from hers), it was comforting to see reflections of myself in them ... I didn't feel as alone in my concealed experiences, as I was able to relate to some of their raw honesty ... to thoughts, feelings and experiences no one dare admit, much less openly write about.
In keeping with today's tone:
Sunday, January 24, 2021
Joyful Resonance
I turned my gaze from the chaos of social media to instead focus on regrouping my energy. I started by revisiting my thoughts, words and expressions of my prior blog posts. I was flooded with delight and awe to re-experience my creations, not entirely remembering what I wrote.
For instance, I wrote toxins adversely affected my skin. Had I have remembered that, I would have made the connection with the existing rash on my face. Psoriasis is an auto immune disorder and the culprit is a leaky gut.
I thought I was too healthy to have an auto immune disorder; alas, my blatant inflammatory struggle reflected otherwise. Once that realization took hold, the frequency of my restroom trips made more sense. I was both horrified and relieved. Horrified because it meant I had to give up my pleasure and crutch: chocolate. Relieved because I had the pass to go back to eating whole foods again.
My latest hobby is orchids; particularly because I inherited them. Fussy is an understatement. They each have their own personality; it's unreal.
My recent astrology reading inferred I love to use words to make things look more beautiful. I chalk it up to having a lot of Gemini in my chart.
With a life path number of 7, consistent with being spiritually inclined, I have continued to forge forward in my quest for the ultimate truth. I have found it a maze that has several paradigms. I can with conviction, speak on what I have experienced. As Gary Renard said, go from personal experience and do not let theology delay you. I am familiar with many cosmic and esoteric concepts, including ETs, starseeds, galactic federations, multidimensions, elements, archetypes, runes, resonance, etc. From the paradigm of personal physical experience, A Course In Miracles has been the most effective theology for assisting with the experience of truth and peace. From the vantage point of the experience or dream of being a human, I achieved objective results working with resonance and energy.
As I still need to shop for groceries and fertilize the orchids, I will leave this entry by saying there is nothing more joyful than loving and being loved. This morning's note from my husband melted my heart.
Saturday, May 23, 2020
Crystals and more ...
I more or less summed up the reason I decided to start blogging again, which is to introduce my exchanges with my crystals. Today, I took pictures of my rose quartz skull with the intent of using it as my premiere gemstone exchange. Doing so inspired me to get reacquainted with Photoshop to expand tangible ways to express my exchanges. Here it is:
After a few hours of relearning the basics, I was able to add a minor "glow" around the skull amid plumeria blooms. I have not yet been able to confirm its name or message, but I am optimistic it will come with time. I placed an image of the quartz crystal skull from the Mayan ruins that I was blessed to meditate with on a couple of occasions, on the face of my rose quartz skull and intended they connect and share information.
Now that I am able to navigate through Photoshop again after years of it sitting dormant in my system, I'm also excited about the possibilities of creating images to visibly portray my impressions of my metaphysical explorations from the last few years.
For starters, I obtained several books and took several courses on how to understand crystals and how to work with and incorporate them into my everyday life, which include healing and revelry :)